Been a while. Not going to lie, I forgot about LJ completely. Been so busy!

Updates:
-I got good grades for fall semester
-I'm falling for a cute boy
-It is almost Christmas!
-Orlando is the best place on earth.

I wanna go back to Orlando, I miss my friends to death. Hell, I miss Orlando, period. I'm in Tampa for xmas break, and the second I arrived here I was ready to leave again. I hate it here. And every time I come here, I hate it even more.

In other news, one of my old buddies, Jeff, got locked up yesterday for shooting someone. Minimum 20 or so years. I am really sad about it, but he has just been on a downward spiral for the past couple of years. I can only hope the best for him now...

Sooo I'm freaking myself out, because I think I am starting to fall for this boyyyy. This is so unlike me.


Anyhoo! Brand New/Mewithoutyou/Thrice show.. it was pretty good. Mewithoutyou played a pretty short set, and that sucked, because overall, they performed the best. Brand New was good, of course, but I just didn't think they put on as good of a show as they have in the past. Thrice just.. played wayyy too long. Lol.

SO MUCH TO DO TOMORROW, AHHH!

I'm coming home tonight! :)

The most exciting part about coming home is I get to bring my acoustic guitar back with me to Orlando! I haven't played in over a year, but I figure since I have so much spare time being alone during the week, I could pick it up again! I miss guitar. I'm seriously so ecstatic :) :) :)

80gig ZUNE in the near future :) :) :)


MMMMM.

Disregard my last entry. actually, I'm deleting it. Ughhh.



Kenny is an asshole and should experience a long painful death. ACTUALLY: he should die right now, for faking a death. And for going into so much depth and reasoning about it! "I just wanted to make sure everyone knew what they'd be missing if he really did die."

On MTV2 news, my ASS. I looked at every site possible, mtv2 news, green day forums, everything. I feel like I just wasted so much time looking for shit about something that didn't happen. So pissed.

SO pissed.

I am coming home to Tampa this Tuesday night and staying for a few days. I really think I need this. It will be refreshing.


I love Orlando, it's just an abrubt change; in Tampa I always had someone to hang out with, and only knowing about 5 or so people in Orlando (that I hang out with), I find myself alone more often than I am with a friend. That's what I miss about "home."

I wish my sleeping patterns were better. When I wake up in the "morning," I want it to be morning. I want to feel refreshed and see the early sun. I'm tired of waking up at 2pm, but my body has been so weak, I physically need as much sleep as I can get.


Brand New in 5 days :)!

Last night was cool. Like, I really love my friends. lol. It made this week end on a good note.


Went to Stacy & Brandon's apartment around 8:30, they had just picked up Scott so we played guitar hero and chilled on some beers until Diane got off work at 9:30. Soo Diane arrived around 10 and we are all excited because we all love Diane, and we are all a little buzzed haha.

Diane wanted to chill and pregame a little more, so I went to another apartment in the same complex where two of my beautiful Tampa friends were visiting! That was so much fun! Not only did I get to see their pretty faces, I met some great people! Jenna was so adorable, and she kept pouring me shot after shot. Her boston terrier puppy was ADORABLE. Ah, I had a great time. Got pretty drunk, made some friends, saw old friends, you know the dizzeal.

Stacy kept calling me while I was at building 8 gettin my groove on, and she was like YOU HAVE TO COME TO COCOA BEACH TO THE BONFIRE FDCGHVJK!@#$%! So, I did. I was drunk and squeezed tight in a car for a 40 minute drive. But, once we stopped at a gas station so I could pee and buy beef jerkey, it was all good from there on. Once at the bonfire, I was feeling great. Still pretty drunk, and Brandon and I rolled a faaat joint of dro and went on a little walk together to shmoke it. Awesome. So we get back and everyone is sitting on comforters and blankets around the fire, and this guy with an acoustic guitar knows EVERY fucking song we wanted to sing, so that was awesome, I felt like I was at camp or something. But it was a good feeling. Because I was with four great people who are all becoming very close to me.

You know, I know that no one reads this, but I feel a lot better knowing I have a journal again, but this time its different. I want to be able to look back and read about my life. I'm just in a good mood or something, don't mind me :)

I love my friends. And I love you.

I made some kickass stirfry earlier with snow peas, fresh green beans, onions, rice and chicken. SOOO GOOOOD. And I have drunk munchies right now so I'm eating my leftovers :) Tastin' amazingg!


Yeah, my posts suck. Again. Haha

I started thinking again tonight because I got really stoned. I hate when I think! Well, not think in general, but start thinking too deep about certain things, I just end up feeling really bad and wish too many things would change. Am I making any sense?

I love Brand New. I am so glad I am seeing them in 8 days. It'll be my fourth lucky time to see them up close & personal. (Haha that sounds so weird.) I really can't wait, I'll feel so refreshed and in bliss again.




Maybe I shouldn't post entries when I'm stoned.

Olivia went home tonight. I was so glad she came to visit even if it was short! Oh man, I am so full. So glad I went grocery shopping today :)

South park was awesome tonight. So was Drawn Together season finale. Now I'm watching Adult Swim. Why do I love cartoons so much?

So today, I was supposed to present with my group in my Intro to the Event Industry class. Every group got to go but ours because we ran out of time, which sucks. Now I have to dress all professional and crap next week again. Ughh. English is really stressing me out, too. I can't wait for this semester to END! I need to get my grades up though :/

10 days until I get to see Brand New (: (:
WITH KINSEY! I miss her oh so much. & Anna, and Austin, and Drew! Oh, what fun.


I'm outie!

So, I decided to get a LJ again! Used to write in my old one all the time a few years back, and I kind of miss diary-ing. :)

Anyway, I convinced Olivia to drive from Tampa at 2am to come visit me in Orlando. How shweet is dat! Also, I am higher than a kite and just made some dumb video of us being giggling idiots. Oh yeahh.

I have a presentation due today in class and I haven't slept for the night yet, nor have I worked on my presentation yet. I should probably get on that.. haha.

Olivia just said "JUST KIDDING" in a really funny voice, lol.



I'm signing off.